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[15 Apr 2004|07:35pm] |
doesn't it just SUCK when you change your password and then forget it's under someone else's email... damn. -snaps fingers-
oh yes... and jackie... next time you want to say i deleted your pic thing off of it you can say it and be speaking the truth. i wiped out my ftp including your pic which i forgot was there. i would never have taken it down even if i was mad at you.
oh well... sucks don't it?
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[15 Apr 2004|06:14pm] |
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today was actually good. i woke up and went to work, i wasnt going to go in b/c i wasnt scheduled to work but i went in anyway b/c i had to get out of the house and i wanted to help Judy out so yeah. it was fun at work. i was kept busy which was good b/c it kept things off my mind. which is always good. but yeah so my check is going to be good :) better than it had been. this spring break has gone by so fast i hate it. i dont know how much i am going to be going to school anymore. more than likely only twice a week so i dont get into too much trouble from school. umm i havent done much latley. just sitting around with friends. i just learned to drive a stick shift. i love it. i am soo good at it. Marjorie (who taught me how to drive it) couldnt believe that i have never driven one before so yeah thats awesome that i am that good. i cant wait until i get my permit and then my license. i am defiantly going to be driving everywhere! o yeah! ne whoo yeah thats about it. expect i was kinda shocked that dale IMed to today. he told me that he got his license and did really good on the driving test. it kinda made me happy that he IMed me, even after everything. but yeah thats it.
- i know it wouldnt last (the whole dale thing) (updated)
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[14 Apr 2004|10:16pm] |
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today was okay i didnt do much corey came over here to troys and hung out. played on the comp and then watch the whole nine yards. nothing special. im glad he came over though. but yeah so today wasnt bad. i didnt so anything for it to be bad. yeah thats it.
o joy. just to let you know....men suck, well people suck, most of them. i cant stand what they do to me.
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[14 Apr 2004|03:10am] |
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[30 Mar 2004|07:27pm] |
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well today is fucking shitty. school was okay but from there it was all down hill. I found out that amber is pissed at me and like hates my guts i guess for something and i dont even know what. im so mad. i cried for like 2 days b/c she was moving and i tried to go over there to spend time with her before she left but the only answer i got out of her was "i dont know" so yeah i dont know what the fuck to do. everything is shit. everyone is shit. i fucking hate you all. none of you care about me, and the ones i though cared dont anymore. so i guess its me who the hell knows so whatever. fuck off
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[29 Mar 2004|07:17pm] |
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umm i havent written in here for a while but thats b/c i havent been home. I have been feeling like shit lately about alot of shit so i decided to get away for a while a hang out with some really stupid people that made me laugh. i dont know i have just been thinking about alot of stuff lately i mean alot of stuff. like everything is wrong mostly. One thing is that my mom wants me to transfer to deltona high and shit b/c it is closer to her house and it would be easier to go there than Deland but like that means i would have to change schools again for the 14th time and like i dont know too many people there, well i do but like i am not good friends with them and the ones i think i am friends with prolly dont think the same no one cares anymore. I think amber hates me but im not sure, i prolly did something and didnt know i did it. im such a fuck up. i hate myself. there is nothing i like about myself anymore. I cant stand it. whatever
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[25 Mar 2004|08:28pm] |
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just another boring shit filled day, nothing new. I just want to be happy....for once. I cant stadn the way i feel anymore. Im not happy but for a day, if that. I want the life i have always dreamed of. No one cares anymore, at least that is how it looks. I try to talk to some people that i think care but it doesnt seen like they do anymore. so w/e fuck them fuck you fuck it
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[23 Mar 2004|07:36pm] |
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yeah today was cool, i spent the night at my boss's house last night b/c i didnt feel like being where i was and wanted a break so i could clear my mind by doing something so yeah. last night i didnt do much i hung out with issac, natalie, ryan, steven, jose, and a dog lol but we just cruised around and shit and then half of us went back to troys condo while he was at work lol and watched Scarface :) and ordered pizza. it was fun. i started getting really sick yesterday so yeah i didnt go to school today so i didnt wake up until 10 then went to my moms house and got my hoodie back YAY!! and then i just chilled with troy going to Auto Zone and shit then me and ryan and issac and natalie went ridding around and then went back to issac's house then he had to go to work and me and ryan just chilled there and we decided to go mudding, we tried not to get the truck too muddy but that didnt work. yeah then ryan had to go home so i got my stuff from troys and now im back at coreys so yeah today was cool nothing went wrong so yeah. tomorrow i get to go to Bithlow!! :)!!! i cant wait o yeah!! yep thats it
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[22 Mar 2004|03:56pm] |
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wel today was good and shit unti about 5 mins ago. I just found out that my best friend who i have known for 5 years and have stayed friends with for that long and havent ever had a fight or anything is now fucking moving away from me. this sux. slowly i am losing friends one by one but why her? damn you all!
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[18 Mar 2004|04:38pm] |
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yeah today was cool i spent the night at my boss's house last night everyone was supposed to go to Bithlow but now everyone wants to go next wednesday so thats cool. So i jsut went to troy's house and chilled after issac picked me up from school. Ryan was there :) hes so cute and funny. He reminds me ALOT of CJ which is like well im sure you know ne whoo, so yeah next wednesday i will be skipping school and going to the beach with corey and wade and then going to Bithlow with the work crew, pretty cool. But yeah today was cool. I didnt go to school i was too lazy so i jsut sat around took a nap and then went to school to catch the bus and then instead of that daniel picked us up which was also cool. But yeah so now im sitting on the computer eating cheeze-its yay lol yeah well that was the day so far. if anything new happens i guess you'll never know lol
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[15 Mar 2004|10:48pm] |
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yeah today was actually really cool, i spent the night at shelbys again and woke up and went to school and then realized that my boss called and wanted to pick me up to go to the beach, so i called him and told him yes. Then i went to 1st period and walked off campus with shelby and went to the beach. We had a good amount of people with us lol, like the whole burger king crew. Yeah it was fun, alot better than school. We were at the beach for like ever, well actually only 5 hours maybe, i dont really know about that maybe less. Ne whoo yeah after We got Ryan's truck unstuck (haha ryan what a cutie) yeah then a little after that we left it took like forever to drive back. Then me and shelby got home and then corey came over and shelby and corey watched a movie it was scary so i stayed on the computer. so yeah and now im back at coreys and im getting ready to go to bed so i can go to school tomorrow. yay, not. but yeah on wednesday troy is picking me up from school and everyone is going to Bithlow for legal street racing!! OH YEAH!!! and i am going to spend the night at troys house (my boss) and take me to school the next day, so yeah i cant wait. This week better stay as good as it is!! okay im done now! :)
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[13 Mar 2004|10:07pm] |
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yeah today was cool, i spent the night at shelbys last night and woke up and went to work today had a pretty shitty day at work and then shelbys mom and her picked me up from work and i thought we were just going home since i was all in my work clothes and shit but nooo, they made me go like 309587234 different places in my work uniform!!! it was soo gay, everyone was looking at me! I SWEAR!!!! lol but yeah that was gay but i got over it. then we came back home and we decided to go bowling so we did. We had fun, the guy at the counter was funny, we annoyed him the whole night, typical jackie and shelby lol. And now we are home, fun fun. im getting ready to take a shower and watch a movie. woop! lol ne whoo that was my day bunches of fun. yep
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yeah today was okay i guess nothing really went wrong, things were kinda normal. one thing bugged me a little but its no big deal now. Classes were cool first period was gay but i had somewhat fun. Second was cool other than the fact the i messed up some of my teachers papers by cutting them wrong o-well who cares. Umm i didnt go to third today just like every other day, i went to Mrs. Engelmann's office which was fun. Then i only went to half of fourth and messed with John alot, other than all that today was pretty boring. My work just called and told me that they need me to work i said yes, but only b/c the cool manager Troy is there so yeah, that was today.
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[10 Mar 2004|06:32pm] |
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i am so pissed again today, i cant even think i wanna go fucking die. nothing is going right people arent helping either. i would just love to run away and have no one ever see me again. why the fuck does this shit always happen to me? its always me!!! i cant take it anymore, everyday shit gets worse, nothing ever gets better, no matter whatt anyone says. Im sick of all of it. i just want things to be good in my fucking life for once. just once, but god no that would be WAY to much to ask for. im always the fucking nicest person out of everyone but yet people always seem to just love to walk the fuck all over me, and of course i never do anything about it. b/c im nice, but fuck being nice i hate it. im sick of being walked all over and used. so as my ending statement FUCK OFF!!!!!!!
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today was better than yesterday but still shitty but who the hell cares right...blah school sucked expect for 3rd period b/c i didnt go at all and i dont have to go tomorrow so thats cool i had 3 finals today...gay but w/e school sux life sux everything sux whats fucking new?
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[08 Mar 2004|08:25pm] |
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yeah toady really sucked i found out some shit that pissed me off and that were sickening and ew but i fixed the problem mostly now if only the ass hole would fess up!
by the way im living with my friend corey now, thats how bad it is.
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[05 Mar 2004|11:27pm] |
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Blah today was LONG. i got up and went to school (unfortunately) and had a really shitty day. Just a bunch of stuff. I dont even feel like explaining it. But yeah school was soooo gay i skipped 3rd in the guidance office i told them i was having a bad day and if i went to class i would have a nervous breakdown. Which was true. So yeah that was cool. Then i came home and got on the comp for a while and called travis to talk to him about some shit and got most of it straightened out i guess. And then i went to work i was happy to see that my other boss was back from vacation but work was hell. The people were soooo gay it took one guy like 15 minutes to order 2 things!!! i was like screaming in the store at him. If only he could have heard me. So yeah everyone kinda got the idea that i wasnt having the best day so they left me alone. finally. So yeah that was my day, alot of other shit went down that turned my day to hell but its not the kinda thing everyone needs to know about so if you think your good enough to know and im in the mood to tell you, you might just be lucky enough to find out. Yeah well that was my day. bunches of fucking fun.
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[04 Mar 2004|11:22pm] |
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Today was really good. Nothing really went wrong. I didnt have to go to school today so i went to my actual house and spent the day with my sister b/c it was her b-day today. She turned a whole 2 years old. She would not leave new alone from the moment she woke up. But it okay. Then we had to take my mom to work and i came back to the house and played with my sister more until it was time for me to go to work. Work was really funny today. One of my bosses were acting dumb. the only thing that wasnt cool was that scott(district manager) was there. hes so gay. He walks around singing "I love Burger King, I love Burger King" he so stupid and now im home and going to bed.
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[03 Mar 2004|05:17pm] |
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yeah i had FCAT's again today it was the math one this time and boy were they STUPID. i felt stupid taking them b/c i never learned half the shit on there so i like didnt get any of them right. stupid shit. well other than that i had an okay day not much went one. its still only 5:15 but still to me the day is basically over. i dotn have to go to school tomorrow so thats cool. its my sister's b-day she turns 2!! yay!! yeah well im done now
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[02 Mar 2004|05:05pm] |
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yeah i woke up and went to school took the FCAT's and hated it. It was the reading one so it wasnt that bad but still sitting in one seat in one room for 3 and a 1/2 hours wasnt fun. The day wasnt bad though i didnt do much. After school i went to coreys house and hung out with him and wade then dales mom came and got me then we got dale and them we had to go to his great great aunt's home place for her b-day and hung out with old people joy o-well i got cake lol then we came home and played games. yay.
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